Pains of Adoption!

So with everything that has been going on around me lately, I have rehashed some feelings that have been buried for a while. Yesterday I got a chance to chat with the man that was married to my mother when I was born; however, he isn't my biological father. He sent me a picture of my birthmother. It was the first picture I had ever seen of her. I look exactly like her. I cried on the phone with my husband cause I feel like I don't really belong anywhere. What was she like? Where is she? Am I anything like her? It is hard to figure out who you are supposed to be when you have a big hole in your past. I wish I could find her and just tell her she has grandchildren and that I would like to meet her.

Need for Prayer!

As previously posted my six year old son Mason has Aspergers Syndrome. It is days like these that make me thankful that I have been blessed with my two little angels. Watching my friends struggle with infertility then having their hopes dashed by people who just don't care. They want to treat these children like assets that can be bartered off is a sin. Being an adoptive child myself, I am horrified at the way adoptions now a days are handled. My father is a pastor so I was raised religious. Right now, I am at a lost for words.